primal urges

There was a fight in queen square just a few minutes ago.. I had heard yelling for a few minutes.. but there were so many voices I thought it must be a football game or something.. i went out for a smoke and there was a huge crowd of shouting men and a few women.. and i heard the smuck of flesh on flesh.. I was terrified.. not for myself.. but whenever i'm around fights i'm scared someone won't get up.. I didn't know if they had weapons.. seems like it was a planned fight though.. as soon as a siren started nearby they split up and went in opposite directions.. in ones and twos.. all slowing to a walk once they hit the sidewalk.. the cop drove through the square and left.. So I guess thats good that no one was seriously hurt.. I was struck with a wave of arousal.. then of self disgust.. The sounds made me pumped up.. It doesn't help that I worked out at the gym an hour ago.. grrr... I'm still aroused.. damn wheres a man when you need one...

Its probably safest for me to stay in and try to calm down.. urrrrrgh..